I have been doing a lot of posts on editing Queen's Choice recently, for much the same reason as why I posted about going to the gym a lot when I first started: public accountability. It keeps me motivated! And I feel like I had a pretty good run over the weekend, getting thirty-four pages of edits from my teacher and classmates moved from on-the-desk to atop-the-shredder. At fifteen-plus copies for each ten pages, they're cross-stacked in two piles a foot deep. I would like those 11.5"x11.5" pieces of desktop real estate back.
I want to get an editing run done through Queen's Choice before I start on the next book (working title, aka I have no idea what else to call it, "Field of Stars". Because naming it King's Somethingorother or Queen's Somethingorother, appealing as it is to have matching titles, gives away the end of the first book). I
want to sell these. I
want to be a published author. Unfortunately, being so heavily into this project means that others suffer. I
also want to be writing Transformers fanfic, specifically hammering Deus Ex Machina into shape now that I know what's actually going on in it.
But there are only twenty-four hours in a day. I need eight of them for sleep, another eight for my job, and two more for the commute. Leaving six, which also get to encompass two meals and making sure the house doesn't devolve too far into a slovenly pit. So... fanfic may be on hold until I've completed this editing pass. To my friends and readers, if it works out that way, I'm sorry. But this project is really important to me, so I hope you'll understand. And I hope that I can get an agent and a publisher and that someday you'll be able to read the original world I've been building and having fun in, and that you'll like it too.
In the meantime, I have my file of notes for Deus Ex Machina so I won't forget what I want to do. And I don't think my ambitions to go professional writer can ever eradicate my fanfic writer tendencies. One of the earliest stories I can remember telling myself was a
GoBots fanfic; I've been into fanfiction almost as long as I've been into reading!
All of this navel-gazing brought to you because of
seanan_mcguire's excellent post about
the value of fanfiction to a writer. Go read! I like her stance that it's not either-or. But I know myself, and I'm lower output than she is, and I have to concentrate on one project at a time to the exclusion of all others, or else I will never get any of them done.
Wish me luck. And feel free to nag me about going to the gym.