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[sakon76]

Depression is the feeling of having been drained of hope.

Even though I know there's someone who loves me far better than I deserve, probably several someones if I count my family and friends, the problem is that he's so far away that his love becomes an academic/intellectual matter rather than a physically present motivator.

Sooner or later I'll get off my self-pity kick, quit whining, and shut up and fix my problems, but for now I'm still wallowing. Pondering whether to have a carrot for dinner or to go on a proper fast since I haven't eaten in ten hours anyway, and then only two pieces of toast.

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[sandpanther.livejournal.com]

I've found that a lot of time the best way to deal with depression is just to sit and wallow in it for a while. And from all you've said, it sounds like you deserve a good wallow in self-pity!

*hug* Hang in there!