(A)Pathetic

[sakon76]

Don't know the cause (emotional upset? that time of month? accumulated sleep derivation? 8am dance class? rain?), but I have had no energy today. Not to sew or write or read or much of anything.

But I got things done that needed doing. The house is swept, the kitty box is cleaned, the last of the oranges juiced, the dishes done, the Christmas lights taken down and put away, the back bedroom put into non-guest order, and Wonderful Husband has done the laundry and changed the bedsheets.

I even found where the master bath toilet is leaking. Which is not in a good place or at a good rate, but the advantage of having no energy is that I'm also not able to care about what it's going to take to fix it.

The disadvantage to my apathy is, of course, the fact that I haven't gotten anything done on a resume or job search or, in fact, much of anything that wasn't on the desperately-needed-to-be-done-have-been-neglecting-for-weeks list....

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[mmouse15.livejournal.com]

Or you're mourning the loss of stability, having made the decision to leave your job. I always get down when I feel like I've given up on something, so be kind to yourself. Your energy will come roaring back when your brain accepts the new order of things.