Executioner
by K. Stonham
released 7th March 2009
He should feel guilty, Sam knows. He killed another living, thinking being. (Okay, not him; it was the Cube. But that was splitting hairs the same as the someone saying that guns killed people. It had been a weapon, and he'd known it would kill Optimus, and he'd been the one to use it on Megatron instead. So his was the finger that pulled the trigger.) It was murder. Or was it murder? He spends an afternoon in the library looking up legal definitions because he doesn't want any government people or Autobots tapping his computer to find out what he's looking at.
Not premeditated, he concludes. Much. They'd probably call it voluntary manslaughter in the courts. But it was murder nonetheless, no matter what crap Simmons spouts about "They're just machines, you know. It's all preprogrammed. They don't feel a thing, not the way we do." Sam knows better, and Simmons is a brainless ass.
One part of him wants to argue about the morality of murdering Hitler. Another wants to weep for the fact that he killed Optimus' brother.
But he remembers the voice echoing after him, calling him "Maggot!" and offering to let him live in exchange for selling out not only his own species, but the Autobots as well.
In the end, even though he knows he should, Sam doesn't feel guilty at all.
Sad, but not guilty.
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Date: 2009-03-08 05:16 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-08 05:31 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-08 06:27 am (UTC)Good kid.
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Date: 2009-03-08 10:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-08 10:18 pm (UTC)And I would be weeping over Optimus' brother. Not only for what I did to him, though, but what he did with himself.
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Date: 2009-03-09 04:52 am (UTC)Thanks for sharing it!
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Date: 2009-03-09 12:02 pm (UTC)I want more fics where Sam realises that he actually killed someone, however morbid that may seem. because he did. and if he's somewhat normal, he should be feeling something about it! (although maybe not glee >.>)
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Date: 2009-03-11 10:43 pm (UTC)