*sobs*

[sakon76]

I am maybe half a dozen lines from finishing "Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger" chapter seven. I know what needs to happen. I know why it needs to happen. I just can't write it because it is going to hurt....

I think this evening I am digging out every razor blade wrist-slitting song I can find and listening to them in order to thoroughly depress myself to make writing this less painful. I figure if I'm already crying it won't be as bad as it will otherwise.

I hate these parts of stories.

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[velvetpaws.livejournal.com]

Oh, yeah...that's always a killer. (I think that's a big reason why I'm currently bogged down in "Sakura"...if I'm not crying like an idiot as I write it, I'm not doing it right, and at the moment I'm not sure I'm up for that. ;/ )

Ganbatte!