Reasons why I am stupid

There are some pretty good reasons I work ConOps at Fanime. Namely, my friends. At the moment, though, I'm feeling my annual Fanime depression setting in and am wondering just why, exactly, I do this every year. Of course, I can count off the reasons I'm feeling this way right now: three kimono, two half-finished kimono, two hakama, two obi, plus anything I want to get done on Fuu (because, y'know, I'm a cosplayer and having a new costume this season might be nice) or remaking Shinku (currently in pieces)... not to mention planning the freaking panel I was stupid enough to volunteer myself for because it seemed like a good idea at the time....

So, not a happy K-chan.

And none of it's going to go away.