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May. 13th, 2003 06:26 amMaybe if I can fix Ken I can fix myself? The only problem is the dramatic restraints of LK (Gluhen comes next, and Ken's still screwed up therein) prevent that solution.
People should not try to talk with me when I'm not happy. There's no return for the effort.
Praying for Thursday to come, trying not to contemplate either stabbing a knife through my throat or dropping out of this second major and school in general regarding this stupid speech contest. I'll survive somehow. Surely I have at least one character whose persona I can pull on to help me survive it.
Deeply depressed, but trying not to cry. Must keep moving forward. Life is like running: you just have to keep putting one foot down at a time before you fall.
People should not try to talk with me when I'm not happy. There's no return for the effort.
Praying for Thursday to come, trying not to contemplate either stabbing a knife through my throat or dropping out of this second major and school in general regarding this stupid speech contest. I'll survive somehow. Surely I have at least one character whose persona I can pull on to help me survive it.
Deeply depressed, but trying not to cry. Must keep moving forward. Life is like running: you just have to keep putting one foot down at a time before you fall.
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Date: 2003-05-13 07:48 am (UTC)*hug* Take care of yourself, as much as you can.