Vaugely self-destructive tendancies (sauntering vaugely downwards?)

[sakon76]

Due to a work situation I have written about in this LJ (and then deleted before posting), I am pondering either going on a massive chocolate binge over the next few days and making myself sick (and fat) that way, or giving up eating for the next few days, cleaning out my mind, temper, and soul at the same time as my body. Unfortunately, that's going to be a bit tricky as I may have dinner guests tomorrow night. But these are my two best options. Must consider. Well, off to work (hellhole that can burn down for all the regard I have for it now)....