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I should be writing right now. Why am I not writing? I've been good, taken care of dishes and laundry and cleaning, picked up prescription, done my civic duty and voted and am beginning to worry about where my husband is because he should have been home forty minutes ago at the latest.

*thuds head on desk repeatedly*

Maybe I will feel more like writing about dragon fashion and rituals after food. Food, unfortunately at the moment, is dependant upon the Wonderful Husband appearing....

*goes to use the Magical CellPhone of Summoning*

why am I depressed?

Wonderful Husband appeared. We walked across the street and had less-than-500-calories ricebowls. Still depressed and not being able to write. Am considering if it's because of low blood sugar or something because I was actually /good/ today and did not eat all the things I'm not supposed to eat. Maybe I should've gone for ColdStone's after all, but HAH it is too late and they are closed. I am triumphant.

Packing because tomorrow night is school and the night after that is flying and if I don't write tonight I'm not going to get to until Monday, which is only depressing me more, as is the fact that I know I'm going to forget something I need. Have packed sewing machine, needles, feet, bobbins, marking chalk in a couple of colors, the fabric I have for the costumes, inspirational book on loan from racerxmachina... need to pick out some clothes, but really, I am intending to wear jeans, boyband t-shirts, and a sweatshirt all weekend 'coz I'll be working, so it's so not the drama.

I think I'm going to pack my sushi blanket since I can't take Wonderful Husband up there with me. It's a poor substitute, but better than nothing.

on inpackability.

...Why, when I like Backstreet better, do my N*Sync shirts apparently outnumber my BSB shirts 5-to-1?

Also, should I be deeply distressed that I can't even manage to fill one suitcase? Even with my sewing machine making up 50% volume-wise of my luggage? Without the detrius of cosplay to take up room, I've lost the ability to pad my luggage so that things won't shift. Mwaaa. ;_;